I’ve accepted — and admitted — the desire to experience stardom.

And it’s not for reasons of vanity.

I’ve lived multiple lifetimes in just this one.

I was married by 20. Did that for a while.

Then, by 32, I became a divorcee.

Although my husband was a very nice man, it was time for me to move on.

My life during marriage was an experience in itself. Maybe I’ll share those details in my book.

Seven years later, I moved to Charlotte, North Carolina.

Stayed for four years. Fell crazy in love while I was there.

That story? Already in the book. A true romance. One of my favorite lifetimes so far.

I did the corporate thing for many years — until burnout had me saying: “Enough.”

I left it all behind.

This is my current era: rebuilding after taking time to rest, be free, and live without a calendar or clock.

It felt amazing not to care what day it was.

To wake up with no idea what my day would look like.

I’m grateful for that choice — even when it wasn’t easy.

The last 18 months? The poorest lifetime I’ve ever experienced.

Yet… the most impactful.

It’s where I realized I had a fear of being perceived.

I felt embarrassed. Judged.

For letting everything go instead of rushing back to a job before my soul was ready.

My quantum leap was my trip to Bali.

That was my activation.

The moment I truly believed I could do anything.

It changed me. Shifted my perspective.

Led me back to remembering who I am before the world told me who to be.

This journey — every risk, every low, every leap — has forever changed me.

Because I trusted God.

It was hard. It was scary. It was exciting.

And yes, it’s been the most rewarding thing I’ve ever done.

So now?

Now that I know I can create any life I want…

Why not experience stardom?

I know what it’s like to have nothing.

I know what it’s like to be damn near homeless — and still serve looks.

I’ve mastered how to do it in style.

I’m me no matter what I have to work with.

So yeah. Yes.

I’m going to be a star.

Just because I can.

And seriously… have you experienced me?

I’m a whole vibe. ✨

Julie Renee